You cute lil ugly one

     I been asking this question for a while now. Why do some people think just cause they cute, that it justifies them having a shitty ass attitude. I mean just cause you're cute don't mean that you can just treat people any way you feel. It doesn't mean that you're going to get everything that you want. It doesn't mean that you're going to get who ever you want. And it damn sure don't mean that when you get none of the above that you're cuteness gives you permission to down play another to make yourself feel better.

     There was a point in my life that I'd only date very attractive people. I thought that red-bones, with nice asses, pretty skin, long hair, and perfect teeth where the only type that deserved me. Not saying that I was all that or nothing, cause I never thought of myself as a very attractive person, It's just that I had a style about me. I've never really had a problem getting what I wanted in life, well more like who I wanted. But After a while you start seeing a pattern. Shallow people are really only with you for the same reasons that you're with them. You think you have the best, and they most def think the same. When in reality you're both, even though deserving of each other, not worth any one's time. It took me time but I got over all that very quickly. After giving your heart to someone so many times that only want your looks and social status, you tend to get bored and look else where for what it is you truly seek.

     Now I've found that there are all types of cuteness in this world. Like now I love dark skin, brown skin guys/girls. And I've even got into average. I can even go as far as saying that I've dated some people that were not as attractive face wise. But as I got older I started judging people not by there looks, but personalities, kindness, and intelligence. I'd look at these people and it's like they were gorgeous to me.  And for some reason no matter how many time people asked me why I'm with them, or that they weren't cute, I just couldn't see ugliness in them. To me they where beautiful. Musiq Souchild said that beauty is only skin deep. It took a while but I have to agree with Him. A person's beauty is ultimately determined by the light that's shed on them by what lies with-in. 

     Now don't get me wrong there are some ugly people out there that you can't tell they're not attractive. I mean I'm all for high self esteem, but I also believe that you need to know your limitations. And to be ugly on the inside and the outside... Now that's the worst combination that's available. I mean you're already not cute, then you want to have that jacked up ass attitude.. WTF are you thinking. You want to die ugly and lonely huh. I've had the opportunity to date someone like that. I mean they had me fooled at first, but the closer I got to them the more I saw through that continuous stream of smoke that was blown out there ass. I mean and this whole story bout why they can't find no one. Well hell I see why it's hard for you to actually meet someone. Now I can see why you can't keep them. It's like, shit, You ain't really got nothing to offer me. Some people, like I said, need to know there limitations. 

     So to sum this all up. Sometimes you should look into yourself and try to find just what it is you're doing, and where you're at when it comes to this topic. You might be one of those that will give anyone a chance. I mean it's nothing wrong with having preferences, but some people really can't be picky. Especially if looks, ass, money, and attitude are all you have to bring to the table. Some things are worth more than just "RACK APPEAL".