Happy Birthday To Me

     I haven't written in my blog in a while now and it's def about time. Well to those that don't know I just had my 31st birthday.. Yea I'm getting old. But I'm fine with that. It takes wisdom, the kind that I've obtained to know just where you stand at in life. And I know just where I stand.. I had a pretty decent birthday. Other than the fact that only three family members wished me a happy birthday, It wasn't so bad.  To be honest it really didn't bother me as much as most people said it should have. I guess I'm used to the fact that me and my family really aren't that close.. Never have been. So with that being said, what's really the point of dwelling on, or getting upset by it. But on the upside I got tons of emails, texts, phone calls, tweets, face book posts, IMs, all my Internet pals, friends, associates, and all around buddies, really made the whole day complete. I didn't do anything but drink and hang out at home, but I still enjoyed MY day all the same. I got the surprise of my life when a friend of mine, flew all the way down from VA, to surprise me at exactly midnight.. lollol.. Now I wasn't expecting that one at all. But it's something that he would do. I guess since I told him I wasn't doing anything the night before he used it to his advantage. To be honest he stole the idea from me. I had planned on doing it for someone. But it's cool. 

     I realized that the type of people that I used to have in my life were not supposed to be there..Sometimes I get lonely, but I do realize that it's a part of life.. I'd rather be by myself than to be surrounded by people that are fake and not there for my best interests. Everyone that's in your live has a reason to be there... Maybe you should sit down one say and write down all the names and beside them put there reason. You, like me, might come to the conclusion that they really should not be there. That certain people surrounding you are occupying valuable space, burning up essential energy, and not to mention, robbing you or focus that's needed for someone or thing that's vital to your very existence. I may sit at home alone most of my free time, but at the end of the day if my time's wasted I know it was wasted on something I wanted and not with someone that really wasn't worth the time. Life teaches you so many lessons. Some you really won't see until you've been through some things, but eventually you'll get there. You'll wake up one day and nothing will be the same. Until then enjoy life, every minute of it. You never know when it's going to end. 

Tray..............!