Well I know it's been a while, but I promise I'm gonna stop starting my post with this line. Well after ten months or waiting I finally got to meet the person that I've been spending most my nights talking to via telephone; preparing for what was hopefully to be something worth hanging on to. A few holidays: birthdays, Christmas, Valentine's Day, and Thanksgiving; spent via: USPS, email, Majic Jack, and T-Mobile, and the Hound finally pulled into Tally carrying the gift that has been anticipated with the up most of anticipation. It's funny how things seem like they'll never happen and then when they do you really don't know how to feel. All i know is even though the week didn't go as I had hoped it would, I still enjoyed every minute of it.
Sometimes you spend endless night, days, and other time that surely could be used for something else, thinking about the feeling of being with someone that gets you. You hope that when you do finally meet that person that everything pans out like you've always imagined, that sparks will fly, and everything that you dreamed of had finally come true. Well in my case, I don't know about no sparks, LOL, but it was definitely something flying. But things did hit me until probably that next day when I awoke beside them and realized that they were really there. I woke up smiling, and it's been ages since that has happened, so things were def good.
Well I did have lots of things planned out for us to do that week, but since we had never met,(yes we started dating via twitter), I guess the other party wanted to spend as much, ALONE, time with me as possible. And y'all can get cha heads out the gutter. We spent the week watching movies, talking, laying up under each other, eating my home cooking, and of course getting shit faced. I mean can you think of any other way of spending time with someone you're really into that you've never physically met? Though it was our first time seeing each other we quickly started to show the ten months of getting to know each other by: talking shit, cursing each other out, arguing, and being mad at each other for short periods of time. Yes after all these months, what had started off as innocent conversation, turned into something a little deeper than that. Well shit, a whole lot deeper than that. 
I can honestly say that I have a boyfriend now. I now share my life with another being other than God, and I'm loving every minute of it. even though for now it's a long distance relationship, I have no doubt in my mind that this is something that will last for a while. And in the end if it doesn't work out, I'll know that I've shared a part of my life with someone that loves me dearly. The best part is that the love that they have for me is derived from the very essence of who I am. They love me just for being me. And I love them too.... Tray.................................!
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