Monday, March 28, 2011

Twitter Rants and Trash

     Recently I took a break from the cyber chat world so that i could sit back and observe others and see the foolishness that goes on around you that you usually don't notice because you're in the middle of it. People really put lots of there personal business out into cyber space to be judged and then get upset when just that happens. I've never understood why you would have personal conversations with your boy/girlfriend over the net for all to see when you can do it in person, over the phone, or some other private matter. Then when it all doesn't work out you end up looking like the fool you really were when you jumped into all this head first. break ups are bad and I understand that you sometimes want to vent. But I've never understood the purpose in putting other people and yourself out there bu using names and locations. Or why would you put specific details of your relationship out for everyone can be apart of it. The sad part about it is that most of the time that you see stuff like that happening it usually means that you've been leaking info related to your relationship the entire duration. I feel like if you're going to get on facebook, twitter, myspace, or any of the other sites and broadcast, you might as well set up a live feed and leave the camera on at all times. some things are supposed to be left in the sanctity of your partners trust. But hey that's just me.
     Another thing that I noticed is people putting the full details of there sexual escapades online. Now don't get me wrong, I'm a #twitterafterdark kinda guy myself. But you really don't have to tell a person everything. I mean come on who doesn't love a freak. But when I know that you're doing all these different things to all the people that you come across, what's left for me? Not saying that I wouldn't deal with a freak that I know does there thing, But how do you really expect someone to be seriously interested in you emotionally when your bio says #teamswallow. Yes i expect my boyfriend to be a freak, but somethings shouldn't be marketed as a feature. I love me a cum bucket but i don't want one that been sitting in a public restroom for the last three to ten years getting used my everyone that decides to stop by.. lollol... I'm mean I've seen so many things in the last few weeks that have just blown my mind. But hey, It's the net. Everyone can be everything they've ever dreamed of being while there logged in.

Then and Now

Trapped in the middle of some deserted nothing in the middle of an empty no where. That's where i found my salvation, hanging onto something that never could have existed. Blending in with mt surroundings was the very thing that brought me to this place.
My joy matched the only thing my eyes could focus on no matter where i turned them.  Realization of the fact that I've been in this place for most of my life was finally sinking in. Hesitation was what my mind did when i pondered my next move. Escape from this dismal place had always been just a dream that seemed to float in limbo. Neither darkness or light just a void engulfs me.
Then I met you and now i see life, possibilities, and my mind can fathom some form of hope.  You are more than a part of me, but less than averything i am. You are you, and I love every decemal point used in your design.
I Love You............!

Tray.................!

back in the Habbit

     Well i was out of it for a while, but I'm finally back at it. Not a whole lot has happened since the last time that I wrote in my blog, but there are a lot of things that are coming up in the near future. Spring, for one, is finally here. and like clock work the allergies kicked right in. My love life is blooming at an enormous rate, and things on that same front are finally coming together as a whole. Family life hasn't changed that much, but after 31 years of the same shit, I'm kinda benine to it all. Other than those few issues only thing new is my attitude and outlook on life.. I'm still the same ole' Tray, and i doubt that it's to many things that can change that at this point in my life. As for right now I'm enjoying the now, and looking forward to everything that's to come...


Tray.....................!